Tuesday, August 14, 2018

What do you wear, and at what time of day?

This post was inspired by (and in response to) Urspo's recent blog entry, which can be found here: https://sporeflections.wordpress.com/2018/08/13/urspo-gets-dressed/

I admire all your planning, as I seem to pick something from the top of the disorganized clothes heap (which consists of geological layers with most recently worn at the top)  and hope it has not been worn enough times to smell less like laundry detergent and more like a person (specifically, like a person multiplied by the number of days worn all day). 

That is, if I even change out of pajamas before walking the dog.  I just said this morning, "I don't mind walking the dog in pajamas early in the morning (that is, until 10AM) or late at night (anytime after dark), but I feel like I should put real clothes on if it's middle of the day."  I mean, I don't even wear pajama pants to sleep (I do wear something, just not long pants), but I do put pajama pants on before venturing outside or even outside my bedroom.  I did wear winter hiking boots outside in the grass today with pajamas - and paused to consider whether I might look ridiculous doing do - but the grass was wet - who wants slippers or sandals soaked by all that wet grass?  NOTE:  I live in an apartment community and I often say:  "What happens in ____, stays in ____."  Meaning: I like to think of all of us living here as a loose-knit family of sorts, and especially in the evening and early morning, seeing one another walking dogs in pajamas should be just as natural as seeing a roommate or relative settled in for the evening in an easy chair.  I have considered often that I'd walk the dog within the neighborhood confines in pajamas, but if I had to venture onto any other public street, I would not - so I'm sure the community effect is partly at play here.

Female equivalent of the Bellman's curse:  Will throw on sweater and drive someone to work or other errand in which I don't have to emerge from the car once there, without upper undergarment, but it's best applied because:  Speedbumps.  Or being seen in public, if going into the store or something.  I don't know when that happened last due to poor planning, but it would necessitate layers of sweaters or preferably a heavy coat and maybe finding excuses to have poor posture (such as leaning over a grocery cart as if too tall to stand up straight, even though it's not really true) to hopefully escape notice.  I'm learning it's best to just keep it on at all times unless actually in bed, despite the inconvenience and time needed (about 10 seconds; but only 2 to remove.)  I know you'll file this under information you'll never need to use.


p.s. I don't actually know what the Bellman's Curse is, but I've decided not to look it up or ask what it is; I think I'd rather leave it a minor mystery.

Friday, August 10, 2018

Progress report on he who progresses

Previously weight was over 230 and is now mid-220s.  And yet another medication has been ditched, as usual preceding next week's scheduled consult with physician.  I tend to think levothyroxine was never needed, but let's see what the endocrinologist has to say.  For those cases with not-so-interesting lab values and no symptoms... Hmm...   And some troublesome new developments arose  (several episodes of heart rate 160 while sitting around doing nothing?), prompting the ditching of this questionable med.  All good and healthy-seeming for now, so let's see what Dr. Lab-Result-Scrutinizer has to say next week.

This was another development, but let me tell you, this is not him:


Not insomnia as the pictured bed may imply, but that facial expression is a carbon copy:  Just a constant "on alert" or "on edge" feeling as it was described to me, as if waiting for a knock on the door... Unable to relax.  And it was not related to the 160 heart rate, which showed up out of nowhere.  The 160 beats per minute (or higher, he wouldn't let me see the BP machine so he may have understated, but I felt it on the wrist and it was scary to count, made me sick) came and went within 20 minutes or so, but happened three times over the course of about one week, and has not happened since the discontinuation of those tiny tablets.

BP, by the way, still good. Was sort of high (130s) during one of those unsettling tachycardia episodes and better (110s) during another, so no correlation that I can detect. Normally I get to see the BP machine and it's average 120, often 110s, highest ever seen was 141 or low as 96, over something appropriate like 70-something.  Heart rate generally 80s, but that's better than when it used to be 100 all the time.  The 160-BPM runs are obviously not due to exertion or momentary anxiety, but an outright malfunction.  The first time he blamed it on drinking a pot of coffee prior but the working theory now is the levothyroxine.